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Longevity

Methuselah was way old. Moses was getting there. Lots of people live past the producing years of employment or even enjoyment they drink milk and eat cottage cheese they sneeze and say plenty is more than enought. They frown at the people around and they lose the heart because they have to do without the drugs they need to sleep. CharlaX is now age 80. Let’s listen to a tape he is making for his love to listen too. Eye am okay today is Sunday ewe. My authoritus is acting again it seems to get better for a day or when it then gets worse. The sneeze on the bus got a lot of blessings. Ewe knoe that eye can’t stand that old archaic sayings. They should not try to bless someone unless they are priests. They used to say that back in the day to ward the devil away to keep the soul from leaving the body threw the head. Eye decided to walk without the bus again. Holiday is coming. It’s a new month eye have to get a new pass tomorrow the holiday is hollow and the lieberry is closing until the Tuesday. Eye ate a yogurt today with black cherry flavoring my favorite kind of thing. The socks are new ones and the boots don’t leak the feet is dry and eye can walk without my Cain again. It comes and goes the age prevents the man from needed rest eye do not like to sleep but sparingly a bite in the middle of the night just an hour or three before the daylight. Just enought for the purposes of healthy. Just now the computor ate my favorite game it took the minutes away just because eye clicked on it and that’s not fun certainly no one was playing my game and eye also time travelled some the hour was just past twelve then suddenly its after one the time has gotten away already today. Success? Perhaps. As long as eye still eat and drink write. Perhaps the blogger has her reasons for enabling comments then not adding mine perhaps she thinks it does not fit the subject matter matter not to eye. Perhaps the man does not want a real poem added to his list he has a great long list of old old poems there. The ewe she is coming home today but she has to unpack and unwind from a long trip she may not make it to the caht mee box in time. She will make it tomorrow telling me then all about it. Perhaps it makes me older than 85 to wait and then to miss her once again it ages me. There were lots of replys to see at the forum. Eye am in the middle now of Sunday Boredom. The Chinese girl was so very pretty her yellow shoes her feet inside complete with out no socks was very nice to me. She had a pretty attitudes. So smart and nice. The kid next to me was smitten fell in love. Eye almost did as well the girl could turn the head of any guy did eye say that she was pretty and she was nice. Perhaps eye will live to be almost ninety five and come to find that shower shoes of any kind cannot be bought or sold but they were outlawed in 2025. Perhaps some murders only kill the sick thinking they are surgeons in society brought to earth to save the majority adding to longevity but not the longevity of the sick ones. But inkling tinkling thinking suddenly breaks threw the clodded mudd and out comes the pieces of the rhymes. The age classification is of no importance anyway no one under the age of 14 understands a poet or a poem anyway. Anyone under the age of 18 that reads me anyway would need a dictionary full of CharlaX. Perhaps the older eye become the simpler eye will be and more complexion upon completion they could never teach me in a classroom line by line like they dissect the poems of the mime. The teacher is talking to the class “children we aer on line 32 is everyone on the same page now together we will determine what this mime meant the poem to mean” Line 32 : hands drawn together in a circle then apart they start up to the sky and then back down? Little Charlie stands up to explain the poem now. “The mime meant the world will end when Jesus comes from sky” then he sat back down. There was 37 laughings and guffaws the door was opened to the hall the boy was tossed away outside where he is homeless in longevity alone become the mime.

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Privalidge

Most people run ahead of themselves making things harder on themselves for the last two weekends counting this one the restrictions have been lifted on my computer allowing administration privalidge and important toolbars even games to be downloaded. All that eye am missing is the dancing girls and whiskey bring the wine pop open all the beers be mye alcoholic eye just kidding ewe be aware that eye had Five years so far of this sobriety fair privalidge. Now eye will pen my Brothers Biography of Alfred E. Mailman. Alfred E. Mailman is the Mad Brother of mine from Borneo. When he decides to grow his hair out and add the beard they call him the Wildman. He is related only on my father’s side he is like a half brother to my eye. He was quoted on a safari once as saying “what me worry?” but what he rally said was “What? Eye am worried.” The jungle is full. He ran for President only once in 1956 on the somnambulist ticket he lost the preelection campaign. They quoted him as saying “you could do worse and always have.” But what he rally said was “you have always the poor to be thankful for”. Just back in the other day he was telling me that the man on the bus looks like the actor in YOUNG FRANKENSTIEN no not Richard Prior the other one the Doctor eye think it was Gene Hackman not hackman but a Gene no not Simmons. He is the Kiss Queen. Eye think he meant the comedian Gene something almost had it but now it’s gone again mabe the author is trying too hard too remember this anyway you knoe the one that eye meant not the Ebony but the Ivory that’s IT Gene Ivory. Gene Wildman was contacted he reluctantly admitted being my half brother on the mother side of eye. NO. That’s so close but it can’t be, mmmmmmm can ewe say Wilder children? Was there a Billy? Mmmmmm eye remember a Billy Wilder. Here is where eye reinstate my administration privalidges please pause for a commercial message. Crime does not pay ... as well as politics. Alfred E. Mailman never said this. Eye am back gentile reader ewe and there was a producer who made the movie Stalag 17 with William Holden who was nominated for the Golden Oscar not grouch ouch but Best Actor not William Wyler at all see eye told ewe that but Billy Wilder after all. Eye had to use my privalidge to get that. SO now just remember that we have the Wild man of Borneo Alfred E. Mailman my brother on the father side Gene Wilder on the mother side and Billy Wilder not related to the eye. It was my privalidge.

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Antimatter

A namme dropper at a partee turned his head to antimatter. As eye was saying just the other day the last time that eye was at there place the other mourning the last week it was the once in a blue moon on the third Sunday of the month. It must have been almost two years ago back in the day we used to go it must have been a decade now we used to partee there we howled we fought the law we grabbed more than we could ever drink we promised love we burned the sofas down with smoke. We went there on a Sunday night we always left more meaner in the night was almost twenty years ago last Tuesday it was the Sabbath day why just the other day eye was telling this again it must have been way back when the drinks was almost free and gas was only 35 cents it was almost thirty years ago last June the time of the month on a blue moon. The preacher came to the house for a visit and everyone hid but the old man’s children they said tell us a story about Jesus and the preacher man cried for he had not a one to tell it was Forty days and nights ago pretty nearly for almost forty years the weeds grew steadily inside the fence the roof collapsed with whiskey breath. The moon was dark it was a stormy night the moon made a crescent it was so clear that night the missus and the ladies that was there always said that. The next time that we meet again it will have been Fifty years to this day that it happened that way. Where does the time go when you are having fun and meeting flies? Four score and seven years is only eighty seven years ago not more than a hundred more that everybody says it were. A hundred years have come and gone since anyone was there. The lifetime left because eye lived bereft of people loved the travelling killed the time and took away the life and turned my soul to ashes and my mind to antimatter said the namme dropper at the partee now there’s nothing left.

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Misnomers

There is words swords meant to convey ideas used in a sentence incorrectly do not convey the poetical message meant for the reader to understand but wait is a poem meant to convey anything to the reader at all? But like a drop of blood on a white background are poems words swords just dropped of poets’ blood and poured from heart not meant to give much more than this away or to convey a message of any kind of importance to the reader? most poetry being taught in school room classrooms is ONLY words to be dissected line by poet line word by long flowing word no swords at all just limp strands of noodling filling time in a classroom so the children there have more to do than paper pencils pushing swords of children’s poems on the teachers rule. The pin is meatier than the sword would give one pause perhaps so let’s dissect this poet sentence of misnomers to perhaps discover why this poet kills his time this way. The pen is mightier than the sword. Change it to pin and hear the thing drop. Perhaps this is a metaphor or even simile of course the reference to the classic is obviously so let us ignore it unanimously perhaps this poet meant that small weapons work better than overkill. When the last stanchion of freedom is crossed and death is near give me a bible in my bag and near my hand with glasses there to read the smaller fine print of Guttenberg. Eye would rather go to GOD with nothing in my hand then face him with my brothers’ blood thereon upon a real shiney sword of heavy metal freaked with blood give me instead a safety pin to hold my diaper up with misnomers all along the bailiwick a cokkie and a coke for sustenance. Meatier is obvious a play on mightier meant to make the pin seem larger than the sword we have a misnomer of some prestigious monumental war zoned effort complete with reference to the accident. The pin is meatier a smaller weapon meant to hang a hook to hold a plastic holder to hold the pen and paper of the poet to hold the bible and the safety pin of GODs misnomers. Perhaps this poet is not that smart just filling time with blood spurts making white crinkle paper seem alive and yet eye understand this poet more he seems to love the things he writes the tap tap tapping of the keys of DELLs misnomers. Sort of a play meant to convey the very idea of rock and paper a silly children’s game oh gentile reader ewe have played it with your people in the past so true a thing the babies make the game null and are no fun at all refusing to use the intelligence they have it takes a certain age of credibility to make a piece of paper cover up a rock in a game of imagination and misnomers eye can hang my bible in my stocking from the mantle on a hook made from a heavy metal sword melted down and reformed now to make that pin that safety pin to hold the pen and paper of a real persons place to stay complete with glasses meant to read the fine print today. Now look. The PIN is mightier than this sword the poet changing every word to mean another poem in the works. Misnomers lurks.

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She

Eye poured my heart out to a woman She has it now forever there is nothing eye can undo there is no returning to a solitary slew a slow burning alcoholic churning in the night is gone he died to be replaced just with the love of She. She may not understand just what it is she does. She takes the hole inside my heart and fills it with her love. She fills the whole heart in mee the eye. Eye try to make her understand the best eye can eye send the flowers when eye am bad and when eye am good she gets them too she has my undying love when eye am resurrected by the Lord eye expect him to say what is all this purple flower stuff inside that just keeps crying out to me of love what have you done. My answer to the Lord is just some more purple flower stuff dripping near my lungs. Eye love the lambea eye love the ewe eye love the way She tells me love so true. When eye am worried in the day and missing ewe it seems my body ages ten more years and makes me blue then when she tells me not to be sad eye get a feeling makes me glad remember the poem roses is red and violets is blue sadness will never come near a lover as long as he can discover that love again new. The hurt in my chest and the shortness of breath did not come to me this time she may be gone a bit too long for me to get away with that one my authoreyetis is not as bad this time for She is gone a bit too long to get that one my angst is missing the pain not attentive me eye feel like She is there somewhere missing me and eye keep her here in my heart where She kisses me She.

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GOD

A Theme Poem

Catholic GOD: You may come to heaven to stay forever after you stay in limbo or purgatory and get better you sinned too much for my JESUS to help you there you must now purify your own souls.

For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear.

Keep your souls pure just keep saying JESUS is the LORD.

Buddha GOD: You have no need of a heaven you are GOD there is no JESUS.

'Will you steal and murder, commit adultery and perjury, burn incense to Baal and follow other gods you have not known, and then come and stand before me in this house, which bears my Name, and say, "We are safe"-safe to do all these detestable things? Has this house, which bears my Name, become a den of robbers to you? But I have been watching! declares the LORD.

Live poor as well as you are able to afford the life is hard.

Protestant GOD: YOU may come to Heaven iff you obey the Ten Commandments and be a GOOD christain only “they” will ever make it there.

Anyone who breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

Follow the Golden Rule is the best way.

Charismatic GOD: You are the only group of people in the whole world that are saved. YOU are the Church the TRUE church of GOD and have the real JESUS.

At that time if anyone says to you, 'Look, here is the Christ!' or, 'There he is!' do not believe it.

He is located in his Heaven on the Throne of GOD awaiting Judgment Day to come to Earth to mostly burn it.

Worldly GOD: DO whatever you feel like doing you are saved and going to heaven anyway even without love.

These are the ones who cause divisions, worldly-minded, devoid of the Spirit.

Pray to JESUS and to GOD and to the SPIRIT of love.

Devil GOD: This life is the only life you live here on the earth forever there is no Heaven there is no Christ there is no GOD.

You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father's desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.

There is one GOD in three persons they all have the namme Jesus.

Jesus GOD: Eye stretched my sinless arms for you upon the Cross eye shed my sinless blood to save you eye am GOD.

Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."

For GOD is Jesus.

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GOD

A Theme Poem

Catholic GOD: You may come to heaven to stay forever after you stay in limbo or purgatory and get better you sinned too much for my JESUS to help you there you must now purify your own souls.

For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear.

Keep your souls pure just keep saying JESUS is the LORD.

Buddha GOD: You have no need of a heaven you are GOD there is no JESUS.

'Will you steal and murder, commit adultery and perjury, burn incense to Baal and follow other gods you have not known, and then come and stand before me in this house, which bears my Name, and say, "We are safe"-safe to do all these detestable things? Has this house, which bears my Name, become a den of robbers to you? But I have been watching! declares the LORD.

Live poor as well as you are able to afford the life is hard.

Protestant GOD: YOU may come to Heaven iff you obey the Ten Commandments and be a GOOD christain only “they” will ever make it there.

Anyone who breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

Follow the Golden Rule is the best way.

Charismatic GOD: You are the only group of people in the whole world that are saved. YOU are the Church the TRUE church of GOD and have the real JESUS.

At that time if anyone says to you, 'Look, here is the Christ!' or, 'There he is!' do not believe it.

He is located in his Heaven on the Throne of GOD awaiting Judgment Day to come to Earth to mostly burn it.

Worldly GOD: DO whatever you feel like doing you are saved and going to heaven anyway even without love.

These are the ones who cause divisions, worldly-minded, devoid of the Spirit.

Pray to JESUS and to GOD and to the SPIRIT of love.

Devil GOD: This life is the only life you live here on the earth forever there is no Heaven there is no Christ there is no GOD.

You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father's desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.

There is one GOD in three persons they all have the namme Jesus.

Jesus GOD: Eye stretched my sinless arms for you upon the Cross eye shed my sinless blood to save you eye am GOD.

Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."

For GOD is Jesus.

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UpdateMadnesses

When they added numbers to existing installations they inverted existing log INS and add ons and lots of other little glitches pour fourth to become Update madnesses. Upgrade becomes the nightmare of the homeowner. Pride is the downfall of everyone the man so proud of all his children came to me and told me he was sure that was the way to be so eye deflated his completeness of the reasons he was almost pleading with me JESUS when eye said any MONKEY in a tree can make a woman bear a child ewe can now go near the glen and hear the pin drop. AN update is a newer version of an existing theme. An upgrade can be a total new thing. Uploading differs some from downloading let us explore this reasoning stop eye can upload files and some extensions even pictures but no games will download from the same place because of the administration privilages. This is download upload madnesses found mostly on the free lieberry public computers. Dog bites man is just old hat but man bites dog is news and we all bite the hand that feeds you and we all shoot ourself in the foot. Twenty five times they upgraded Firefox with extensions relax ewe its rally only three but this is war. Firefox 25 came out today to play and now eye cant log in my Gmail the thing says we no longer support Gmail NOW that is going way too far. Could this happen Gentile reader ewe of course it probably did in 2025 but it will happen so far in my afforded future that it will not bother us eye logged in FIREFOX THREE today and now eye have to SIGN IN to my blogger again the free box is gone. What used to happen in Firefox or is it Firefox 2? Oh ewe eye am never certain now just what the thing will do. The upgrades and the uploading processes and the Updates continue to make me powerless for when eye get the thing to act a certain way from day to day it changes brings me madnesses like this eye saw this and did not even try to UPLOAD wait no DOWNLOAD this thing here is the address This feature requires Internet Explorer 8 Beta 2 this is not all it said but all eye need to remember eye no longer need the web address at all for it will not work with my Windows Vista Business just another update madnesses.

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NeverNeverLaLaLand

Think of this one as filler chinking holes in time to make this day last longer than eternity. Central focus is the never. SO many people said to me Never will a woman run for President. So many people said this also A Black Man will never be President. Gas will never go OVER $4.oo a gallon in Europe mabe but NEVER in this country. Yew cannot live with your house on your back like a turtle you will never make it. You will never amount to anything. You can never live on love. You will never be a writer. You will never be a poet. You will never be published. You will never stop drinking. You will never stop smoking. You will Never make it past the age of 14 years. You will never have the love of Jesus in your heart. You will not never live so long as to grow up. "A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, cone a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly." Heinlein, Robert A Robot diapers the cat invades the kitchen hogs the meat ships boxes empty builds designs awry writes prose no poetry accounts deletes walls destroys breaks bones of others kills the owners orders the kids orders the house acts uncooperative never alone equates additions efficiently dies and gallantly analyzes its faults. HienLien, CharlaX. As long as Never comes the poor will remain always with you. CharlaXJesus. Eye have an invisible Alien Crafted Space Ship made with computer age technology. Eye am a poet and eye am a writer and eye am 53 years. Eye have witnessed the fall of enemies the death of loved ones. Eye have suffered at the hands of criminals eye am hurt in my body and eye must forgive them for eye am convinced that they all live in la la land. Drunk and on drugs and hiding from the law of punishment. When the Jesus and all his Saints and all His Holy Angels come screaming from the Sky than will eye fight my enemies than and call it Judgement Day come for everyone that says Jesus is a small part of GOD. Eye look onto a dark glass and reflect not the temporary nation with the flag but the Heaven of Zion belonging GOD who sees with every eye threw stone. He will repay thee enemies’ mine see to it that you trouble me no further just find a way to leave me alone or prepare to face the GOD alone your He Man friends who smoke and drink with you will not help you against the living GOD. Be aware that it’s your fault whatever happens from the Lord. Just now a man tried to shake hands with me and eye refused so as he was leaving he reached out his hand to slap my on the shoulder what? eye ask you was that some bizarre queer ritual designed to fray mye frazzled nerves? It was almost too much for the mee eye became very angry and told him to leave me alone. He has bothered me before but he was a different one. The face changes but remains the same old Devil the ruler of the la la land the Drunk. Punk. Bunk. Junk. Sunk. Skunk. Eye talk to other men all day and Never beat them up.

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HastyPudding

Most things done in haste lead to more want there is usually time to control your hurry to get things done. Step back and decide who rules thee whom does the bell toll for is it moi of course. Of course oui or of course non and now we have a fork no not a fork a cross a cross road iff ewe will in the twilight zoned. Iff yes then let it be yes and let the feast begin let me dine on mustard wine and hasten to unwind the clouds to find the rain then to let it fall in all the desert spaces filling every gnarly hole with love. Iff non then let it come come on. For defeat is never certained formed in haste of want and seldom seen the Elephant near cities of Americans the roads that wind from third world countries fail to find the nations of the rulers of the oils. This reminds me of long winded orators making speeches in assembly halls the people losing hearing and dividing the attention with the rustling of the clothes they preen they guffaw silently they make the clothing move around they itch the shoulders they move the very bones around in the effort to ignore the speaker they forgot the vegetables to toss at him left at home it makes a sort of bullion cubed base for soup even though no one is home no one is there in kitchen to prepare the hasty pudding there they moan not verbally not yet aloud they sign the windy cloud aloud they talk a little now to one another in the moment and they wonder WHO this is they say that makes himself so self important WHO a poet OH my GOD they titter and they smile they laugh a great long while as they ponder why he is alive and breathing words at them they jive and pyre careen and lyre with flute and fife they hastily embark to find the little drummer boy and bring the knife to kill the beast that brings the WORD to them complete with time to eat filter out the lumps get a bandana it catches all the grounds from the home made coffee when a nappy not arounds. Too late the lunch hour comes too late the brunch is over we had a rousing party but yew missed it in your haste for hasty pudding and strong coffee. Fat men sweat they wear sweaty dirty clothing and they stink they positively stench they dab a too small nappy at the forehead and hope no one notices they did it they do not want them to notice the splotches under the arm pits the long flowing river under nose the holes under the leather uppers of the shoes not able then to find the store to purchase new ones after all is said and done this little dance seems close to over when you go to lunch to eat the hasty pudding do ewe want one lump or many.

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BraggingWrites

Eye need to accent some positive things in mye life so eye can continue with mye life things are oh so bleak on bleaker street. Eye wrote my first poem in 2004 mostly to overcome a depression eye fell in love with a young woman she was a lesbian. Erline hated me and would not have anything to do with me as eye was a much older man she quite likely feared me. She ruined me for relationships of a sexual nature and now eye dwell alone except for ewe. We have our love. On my first and main website there is 1001 items each one is a poem some of them are stories. On the Fabel site there is 210 different items there. At the Theme Title place There is 71 items there. There is time invested of a serious nature. Eye have at least FIFTEEN websites call them major places they are all free poetry places like poetrypoem. Eye do Blogger. Eye have a lot of forums. Eye am sure that eye lost more places and forget to sign in and out at them than eye have left to go visit. Eye have a place upon the internet that ewe can visit there where there is a science fiction series about mars that makes the boy in my insides very happy. There is forums there is bloggers there is lots of charlax on the web. Listen to me ewe and understand that most of them are pieces of mye heart torn out and offered to the GOD and to his ewe eye love. Eye wanted to be a poet secretly when eye was only five. But pooed and disdained love the way the girls so hated me as Jonah committed suicide

by snitching on himself to the people in the boat the maritime laws are binding me like goat meat filling all mye poorest people. Frog is wasted when the law will not allow a fire to cook the legs and heads have you ever tried to eat a real frog leg with a busted jaw and broken tooth but eye would try to swallow meat iff eye could cook them neat in microwave the Dean of the institution collage would not dream of letting his survivors eat raw potage in the sewers there is old rum dummies in the outer limits making fires and cooking lots of frogs legs as the doors get filtered to allow the management to decide who lives and now who must also die the first to go is freedom and then want is not allowed kill the poverty let the poor rebound from door let them never enter learning center now. Never turn the poets from the door. We need the words they write the old men making fortunes in the night. This was mye braggingwrites.

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Problems of a PauperKing

Back to the drawing board to make another stab at relating what the public faces who cares what the rich people dew the many hardships of existence as they rush rush rush to get the business going to sell the things that poor people still waste money on they buy the comics and the dime cokes and sit at the counter in the drugstore nowhere else to go away they preen and wonder why the ladies do not sigh and fall all over them when the truth is they need a better hair cut they need a bath and some of them can shave. This theme poem is the problems of a pauper king a proper sort of lout who still can mind a lot of business not his own. But when someone eats my time why then eye shout it to the anyone who listens and please help the eye.
First let me say eye do not complain to be a complainer but when something is not right it is just not right????????? the bus NO NUMBER but the woman wears no hat her HAIR is dark????
It’s the one that leaves at 10 45 at nite????? she was early TOO EARLY and ran EARLY all the way the THING is either BROKEN there was not no BEEPER no warning device was working to say that she was way too early in my opinion she was trying to GET THE ROUTE done just to get home or off work eye took this from the schedule 1030 1042 1049 1100 1106 1115 we left the stop before 1100 and eye WOULD NOT BE REPORTING this at all but SHE RUDDED mee she told me to HURRY Off the bus eye was saying THANKZX EWE??? and she said HURRY UP in a commanding VOICE oh please STOP and now eye thinnk that she was drunk she was driving in the rain without the wipers on the rain was all over the windsheild and she was not using the wipers eye believe she is the same driver that refuses me some stops and makes me walk down hills to return eye am HANDICAPPED eye do not HAVE TO HURRY OFF THE BUS they talk too much the students they sit like kings and chatter like monks without vows they make me hate instead of love them they reek of self importance why don’t they go somewhere don’t they have classes. Time is all our enemy my friend was so looking at the time he could not stay to visit but had to hurry off to tend to business. There is also a computer near me that absolutely does not work and that keeps people from using it and staying boning places meant for others they went to find the greener grasses of the masses. SO for now at least there is no student priority not at least like yesterday. Eye just opened up my website and got a pop up ad a whole page replacing website and eye freaked and then it just turned out that it was an older version of Windows XP. Idiom Definition for 'Square peg in a round hole' Meaning: If somebody's in a situation, organisation, etc, where they don't fit in and feel out of place, they are a square peg in a round hole like a public user in a student only priority.

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Coping

Then we also have the CHEATER the poet that makes up his poems and uses REAL WORDs long words and dictionary rhymes HAHAHAH and then we have the poese she has not told her husband everything it seems a man does not knoe his wifes business and so finds out from a friend The cell phone as a public nuisance could be outlawed as a usage there are Private Sector Doctors who answer pager calls with Honor and integrity and they aer in a frightful hurry to get to the Hospital emergency and they apologize for beeping so when eye have to listen to a rude conversation for an hour at low monotones it moves me to ask nicely please end your conversation and remove the phone from my location. Someday it should have been a LAW. Eye thimk therefore eye deestablish this perambulated perimeter contemplating the nosegay hair of the reverberating crafted pigeon found only in Afghanistan countries in the repositories of the useless court houses there they aer so fastidious and extra care is taken as they fish in all the fountains where the pigeons wash there feathers there it’s so monumental of an undertakers undertaking. This was found on Ed Wagner’s porch near Funks old garage here is where ewe can ROLL them eyes now ewe. She did finally tell him that she was a poet. He seems to think eye want the daughter and so eye am safe from any further scrutiny eye deleted my identity in facebook. Listen iff ewe aer worried about germs you will wear rubber gloves on our honeymoon and that could probably kill me. Eye have the allergy to latex. It is not a weakness it is a probable strength. Eye do not have the affordable bicycle and so eye do not need to wear the spandex shorts at all. Eye like to wear the jeans ones under slacks they seem so rough and tough and yet eye love my Lady so they keep the allergy at bay mye layers eye change only when eye think she loves me more than eye can keep in heart and the length of days becomes too long. Processed food is edible ewe even without using the mocrowave eye can eat most meat sandwiches even the sausage bisquits. A mocrowave does NOT use heat and it does NOT matter iff the meat comes out of there it does not meant it’s done. Eye push most of it into the corner of the mouth and swallow it no chewing is involved. Eye am not that OLD age of a man but eye have infirmities. Life is hard but we aer coping.

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HOMoPathetic

There is not no never any of it the justification of the flesh how a man will drink and do things he regrets is just a problem of the guests in the outer halls of GOD his central mountains they are full of freedom fighters they carry guns they fight each other they kill the brother they kill the GOD. There is people eye become aware of and now it seems to me they need a better place to live or at least some laws of liberty that work. Eye have never met a more rude person as one who thinks he is someone because he has some money and carries a cell phone perhaps he is a homo. There was three of them two chasing me down the slidewalk and a third not yet perceived eye never did see him actually he hit me from behind perhaps a kick to the head after eye was down it would explain the bad thump and hurt crown there was even blood and broken skin they cheated they ganged up on me they are not men but they were homopathetic. Three days after the fight eye spit a tooth crack onto the palm of mye hand there is no way to describe the way to ewe eye then felt but murder comes close eye wanted to walk into the restaurant with a brand new machine gun and spray the culprits all with nice shiney silver bullits one by stupid one. Eye tried and failed to save the tooth it hurts where the part of it is missing eye must keep it clean and clear of any particles of food. The one that hit me was described as black and large and there was one of them arrested in the lieberry recently where eye am sitting now. It’s raining in paradise and eye am trying not to laugh out loud. There was so many self important people on the lawn with musical instruments and drums uncovered eye think that the big to do party is now over. The first BOY for eye can never call them men He hit me hard from the right hand side under my egYpt bag he got my attention then as eye had been ignoring him eye just found out why they call the coffee TURBO there is pieces of coffee grounds floating in it AH but that is not bothering the eye eye love the coffee just like this it makes it seem like cowboy coffee beans been ground the second man was like the first he hit me hard on my rib caged under the left arm. Eye never made a fist or even tried just to fight them back all alone and there was a third man eye never even saw. Iff eye sound bitter it’s because eye gave up whiskey and my self-medication is quite limited to aspirin no beer. There was a woman in the alley way she was guarding dumpster way she got irate at me for moving a recycle bag away and eye told her not so uncertainly she must not call me nammes the explainnation follows this was my Monday and eye was self importantly moving boxes and bags around so that the waste management people could find the dumpster without getting out of truck and putting driving feet upon the ground and she was rude to me. Eye cannot find the Love of Jesus anymore it seems quite far away perhaps he keeps it in his throne. Today eye feel so all alone and homopathetic.

67CharlaX67

Rembrandt

He is gone now quite simply estranged from the campus too many BAD incidents for him to still remain a student card would not have helped him much he has no namme. Eye gave him the nickname dubious say it like gombah. He was a problem and a black mark on my record even though eye did not start the fight eye cannot unlearn years of training to respond. This very day a boy was walking up to me and eye could not wait to give him the third degree rebuttal and even so he called the cops they came but wait they turned out to be nice. They asked me to pen this poetry he wanted to knoe a lot and asked me for my autograph so eye gave him my URL for mye website. And so eye gave him the main poetrypoem webplace. There is a simple man who gives the non student users a bad image call him Rembrandt. He types too fast and seems to be mostly emails and cartoons. He laughs a lot a simpleton laugh he makes me chuckle some so it’s not all bad. Eye am glad and happy that the student called in the police on me eye learned a new internet joke today just now a man said they called in a Microsoft Windows expert and asked him for an estimate to fix the house the roof and the gables he frowned quickly he thought swiftly and said how many windows does your computer have? He wears the wool hat sideways on his head like Rembrandt had his beret. NO please children say beray not beret to make this fit. People wear shower shoes to save money then they complain about the feet being tired they should all walk around in good weather shod and complain about being broke but happy with the feet. The boy came up to me and said some things expecting me to be AUTO friendly and when eye did not even smile he back pedaled away intent on getting even his attitude stinks eye never threatened him or even flinched at him his mind is way too small perhaps to understand at all. Do not expect me to bend over for everyone that wants or agree with him who hurts me. There is a ganger that acts so tough he always uses my trash can even when eye tell him not to so eye just put the trash can under my desk so he can’t use it to so there ha-ha got you. NO it is not the cleanliness thing eye do not care to explain but wait perhaps you would now understand the android thinking of this man perhaps not but we can try the reason is eye got the trash can clean eye dumped the trash out of it so eye can use it new and so pristine then he sits down next to me and dumps this thing in my new trash can NO its almost killing me eye got his thing out of my trash and dumped it and eye told him not to use it then again do not use my trash can eye am using it. His head is on backwards to match his hat. This poem does not gel perhaps eye hurried it has no meat no swell and so ewe eye am sorry. Perhaps she will understand it iff eye say to her eye love her and the writing suffers when she is away safari. Don’t let Rembrandt read this or any of his friends in the lieberry.

66CharlaX66

NOLock

She has some glasses on and calls the cakes she eats “like manna” cause she still believes in Jesus, she has a bicycle, but no lock, she sits the seat and alternates her walk her hands never leave the rubber grips between dismount, she has no lock, she cannot keep the bike in room the dormitory rules prevent so easy of an avenue. She missed her classes for a week her mother is quite frantic, they launched a missing persons task force they checked all the motel dumpsters near the campus she has no lock for bike she walks, she pushes bike and loses time for sleep in her unreality she lives for bicycle complete. She eats her cake and calls out softly sweetly “Jesus help me” eye have no lock for my bike and eye must keep it. The tires have now gone flat she no longer rides just pushes it her finger calloused from the work of gripping it and keeping it she has not slept now for seventeen days not missing it. Her mother drove here from Milwaukee She found her Daughter near the bike just holding on to grip the other hand softly running threw the hair of girl so singsong of a voice she was lamenting loss of bike the rear tire was gone attacked and taken sometime in the last nite She was just trying to let go of grip the time had come to leave the bike and Mother let her knoe that she was there then the Daughter seeing Mother there let go of bike threw back her head and laughed “eye am glad so glad to see ewe Mother now that the bike is dead and glad that this is over.” Mother took her to Milwaukee for she will not let her go back to the dorm room the life of collage now was over for the purpose was defeated and the daughter was quite mentally confused even after several treatments of the Doctor she refused sometimes to let the Shopping Cart release it would not leave her calloused hands she thought she was pushing bike again.

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MusickalNote

Please ewe do not B Flat. A Minor pain is overcome with medicine. G Major changes aer soon to come. Middle C ewe soon. G Flat will soon get fixed on G car. D Minor problem is D Flat D changes Day will soon D fixed. The Pedals on the Piano change the peys. Keys. The Bass is lower now we will not get into treble. Treble follows mee the eye. Eye like to play too much bass. F Major shows up soon tell him F Minor annoyance. A Major cat is black A Minor change from white. C Sharp so clearly in the dark can change to C Flat wait that’s neutral C. C Flat is neither here nor there. C Sharp is just above the Middle C but nonexistantly. E Flat is a musickal key E sharp is there but metaphysically becomes F Flat and so becomes the neutral E. Eye seem to have exhausted this musickal note book lets try Musickal Definitions for 100 Alex. CABfaged: Def. 1; She was tiring of trying to talk to a Cabby and she was cabfaged (fatigued). CAFbaged: Def.2; She was full of decaf from Starbuck cup she was cafbaged (instilled). FACEgadb: Def.3; She was emulating the CharlaXAndroidOneSeven when she fell face first and hit the pavement she was facegadb (face egad bang). The notes are in order C D E F G A B C the alien translator read this to mee: CharlaX Defends Everyone First Going All Bananas Cheaply. Encryption notices left between many central planets explaining musickal theory have been catalogued and noted by Ed.Note. This is believed to be the deciding factor in the course changes of at least A Major River in the United States. The Mississippi River was so dry she was dehydrated. This has been mye Musickal Note.

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LoVeZone

Inbetween The Heaven And the Earth

There is a Zone where love is kept the place is there just like a living creature a thing when sadness comes love needs a place to rest to renew itself its power to give life again. The Zone is just an imagining place where a creature lives in grace to escape the deadly heat of desert Sun, where my heart is now until my love it comes returned to me alive again She does in every moment of her own She thinks of me in love adds me to the place she mourns the loss of home the house now temporarily abandoned to the Zone She pens new poems softly to herself she hums sings three melodies inside her love she weeps like dewfall come silently for me She smiles there in the Zone. Awakened and aware asleep not pulling hair she has too much to do to worry now in Zone She works just to forget to get now threw the day She aces the activities she faces to perform them solo with her crew She keeps her Secret love alone there in the Zone day after day it comes with problems to be faced and with the other people there who love her still She loves She faces all of them with triumphal aplomb a Lady on a Journey of the Travel Kind in Zone. A poem borne in the Zone so seemingly innocuous to me perhaps but ewe is reading this in ten more days perhaps She is so intent on hidden meanings that the secret that we kept is this She fills up my Zone with hardly any room to spare for Falcon there and Gragon Fly come down to Zone to SPY the secret of the eye is Love. She is there in Zone while travelling unknown to eye eye stay in Zone with secret kept eye cry but tears stay inside they do not fall from Zone there must be lots of water there and salt. We float in Love in Zone in hearts apart we kept the love. We have the Zone.

63CharlaX63

Entropy

Energy is consumed in doubtless strang endeavors a man trues to a love and then hangs on in hopes of someday kissing her anon eye am a white Afrikaner from near the Kenya border eye am filthy with diamonds from the mines eye love to fool the dirty Americans with action like a homeless person eye make them think I’m eating trash so they will not steal any of my diamonds from the mines from off my person. Some people still have problems with a diet they cannot eat some certain substances and even if they decide to just allow some meat it has to be cooked in a special way with a different type of grease. They say it is the gallbladder that will not eat the grease it may even be the thyroid gland they does not process canned ham or even tunaefish. The best thing people can seem to do is eat the Yeasty Beast. The Yeasty Beast does not come in a can or even sold separately it is always fresh it is caught daily and found only at the market place. It is raised as vegetarian. Eye was never prejudiced but after William thought that eye was gay eye have never been friends with others than my kind the alone syndrome is best defense against the homosexuals. Eye ask you how can you be nice to people who want to kill and slay the yeasty beast inside of you before its threw and gone away to just fall to earth and feed some other living things or pleasing others of there kind to be alone is to be a lessor god a minion of the LORD above. When trying to interpret scripture it would be best not to expect it to be found literal but look for spiritual discernment but that does not mean that what is written does not mean just exactly what it says it does what then. Just eat some more Yeasty Beasty and feel better in the desert where the water is too find the wind will not obey thee the camel is a fossil over time. The time would not allow me to explain each and every fetish the millennium has brought to us the mystics they see an omen in the sky or on a rock or in a piece of toast instead the Yeasty Beasty is an omen of itself it never spoils rots or decays and feeds the host the most without delay of any kind of beouf on clay today. So now we come to time now to reveal the Yeasty Beasty namme to ewe. It’s just fish that’s right farm raised catfish they have legs some of them are walking catfish and they go from pond to pond some fishermen stop and put them in the car on the way back to the market where the Yeasty Beasty sells and smells of entropy.

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Denial

Most central behind the scene administration people act like the whizard of odds when confronted they try to hide behind the curtain and let the glitterati rule the show the front façade bromaded until no one seems to notice them inside. Denial. The new additions to the lawn the statutes and the silhouettes are gone from the pictures all reflect the old one. The front facaded making mention of the way it was in 1952 over one hundred years ago. The croquet mallets standing in the hall. The wires all in a rows on the lawn where someone plaid solitaire. Even the porcelain gnomes near the fountains are still there and no one has them now. There is a silver bowl with water flowing in a hole it was made to look like number nine on the most famous golf course in the city and the water still costs less then lights. She turns out all the lights and she goes dancing near the windows in the dark she laughs when someone gets too near she prudes the curtains then she quickly pulls her robe upon the parts of her that only no one knoes and then she wishes she were bold enough to join them in orgies on the grass. The Television still comes on to Channel Four and asks her calmly “It is Ten O’clock do you knoe where your Children aer?” The order of the poetry was this written as an answer to be posted in a blog or was it meant to be set in stone as a commandment or can it stand alone does it rhyme like little boy blued. Eschewed the lady lives alone. She keeps her life intact with food from the kitchen from the shelf. She has a dented can she has been saving it since time began she knoes that the botulisum may kill her dead but she has no real regrets she lost the internet she left the antenna in the ditch and ran. She cheats time she writes most of her poems before she was ever born this way they are published with no fuss no grate ado without much jealousy she studies every line of Emily Bronte so sure that this was she this is her story. In Denial but never crazy if you ask her who she is she smiles and never says that she is rally Bronte now but to the side she says the poetry is mine. She has a straw hat you knoe the kind eye meant with a ribbon for a bow and the top is flat and the brim is round around the rim she has the long white gloves that travelers wear to tell the better places they have been. She tossed out the botulism can at the last moment and decided to eat better and more regular the little red ensample case is full of smells and scents perhaps the lavender will gel. She now gets food at that new diner the young boy behind the counter looks so sweet with long black hair he strides just like a lover in denial.

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TheTest

They call it running the gauntlet the man is usually destroyed long before he learns the game at all the worthless games of rich tribal functioning people are abhorrence to the GOD. He does not make his people to be so disposable. They line up two by two deep and wield the hatchets or a knife held with the hilt side out they are not supposed to cut the player there when he is out in the line he runs the test. He is the test. To fail the test it is to die. He usually is a young brave not understanding how mean the people rally aer. Perhaps once they ran the test only to find an ogre of an ancestor stepped a little out of line to deliver an wounding blow and blood ran down the forearm instead of the shielded just in time head and now we add the ODE to a nail.

Eye am a nail. Eye am a length of metal usually four inches long with a head and a spike eye penetrate wood and cause buildings to rise. Eye work best when used in a group setting with many of my minions all around me. Eye bend quite easily when abused or used by an inept person with no training. When a nut and a washer is added to me eye become a bolt no longer a nail a machined length of metal prefabricated to add strength to the places a nail needs to be. Back to the test the brave boy Two Feathers is running he is almost near the end of the gauntlet when the Indian Matron Viole stops him with a terrible blow to the lipps. He cried out “Mother oh Mother Viole why did you?” She never faltered her reply and sang out “Eye missed him eye was aiming for the eye.” They all crowded around the old lady to ask her what the eye had ever down to her. She smiled this time she was so sure she was right. “Two Feathers eye it watches me at night there is a torn place near the bottom of my teepee the lad must bend down almost to the ground to get a good look at me eye like to lie naked sometimes.” “How do you knoe it was me?” said Two Feathers. The young lad admitted it quickly and stopped the blood from flowing from his lipp and asked Viole again “Please tell us all how you knoe it was my eye ball and not some other lustful brave come to snake and to crawl and to sneak and to peek.” Viole said to them all, “When you come to the venison pot you steal the best piece of meat before it is even cooked done and you look around with the eye to see iff you are found out or caught.” “This is how eye recognized the boy.” This last part was added for the benefit of the group. Everyone was silent. The boy walked like a man to the end of the line and he turned and went back to Viole and he took her by the hand and she let herself be led away by the winner of the test and she smiled back at the others in the gauntlet.

60CharlaX60

Nerves

Chalk Squeeking like a deranged amok rat starting slowly on the one end of the head and ending on the other side only after moving every item in between the ears pop and fill back up and then refuse to pop again just pressuring refusing then again to equal out she needs a break from love she needs a normal day without her lover out and about she will rise and understand she misses him she loves the man and not the act of speaking reading listening the added factor of his absence will indeed make her heart grow fonder if you can add more water to the ocean or add grass to a mowing carpet lea greenery blown up making merry filling all the pasture with more grasses of blessings making everything more green the ocean getting larger swelling up into its borders all the beaches moving back like a woman raising her skirt up to keep the hem from getting wet her garment she has gathered quickly as she minces all her steps so hurriedly to make the dry guarded area walkway the water lapping at the woodwork she turns and smiles to see the water level to the trees the beach is gone beyond the forest is the growing mowing lea become a greener nothing wrong just more abundance added substance meeting forest while the ocean touches forest on the western shore absconding beaches neap no more

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VacationTime

She loves complete no guile no hidden deceit she causes me to stop complete my worry and my consternation as she rules the part of mee that also GOD has made to bring life too mortal bodies in the night my heart just slowly seems to start again to let mee go on living as she says to mee in love she LoVes mee the eye the creature eye become as she who loves mee leaves mee for a while we part but on different standings HOW? Eye do not weep or get so bad depressed after years of love one gets assuming it is there eye rise to go about the problems of this life this one more scrounging in this day of life awaiting her return too life for in this brightness of mye desert sun the light is hidden from me by the absence of the prescience of my love as when eye think of her at night the moon comes out and gives its light dispelling darkenness replacing wrong with right and leaving love a smiling dancing a little prancing a lot of yearning seeking wanting oh LORD let this continue during her Vacation time for as you bring her back to me let me completely be at her tender mercy for inn discovering that such a love exists we find our lifetime eye find mye kiss.

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TemporalLobotomy

do yew want to be a real with a number on your holster shooting bullits made of glue when they strike the people down around yew then they come back and stick to yew every four years someone sets elected no not the senate or the president or higher echelon bracket but the lower sororities all have officers every thing is temporal Sue Plankton waits to be the heroine of the Valley High Sorority all her bodyguards have made the pledge they had to stand up above the window ledge upon a pogo stick and reach the secret place to leave there a piece of jewelry erring or bracelet of anklet each one piece worth 666 and not one red cent such a silly goose girl ruling all the rest of them a houseful all uppercrusted best and everyone so rich the daily grind is just no test she is too important of a person to have to wait the thinks the door should open when she becomes here non the hardest thing that ewe decide is which one gets to stay outside you murder someone when you eat iff there is five of you to start with than four of you depart inside repast the fifth one gone the worthless worm is dead little Jenny Spooner cried and cried and cried when they told her she was not to be inside she was chosen to be ostracized the power seating is decided by the popularity of the deceased how she has been decided to be the big cheese weenie four years ago someone else was there four years from now someone else will soon set there how is this decided why is it so important to be chosen what is the real reason to be so GAY and worthless in a paper function hang the dean in EFFIGY and the restrictions shall soon cease we need a temporal lobotomy

57CharlaX57

ThePublicDoor

They may someday keep the public at bay and force them into a general area they will have only 25 free computers there and they will not maintain them the door is not locked and never carded the intry way is three feet tall they said it makes the everyone bow down to them when entering. The computers all have cups and places fit to smoke they never dump the ashtrays the thing is bottomless the ashes fall for miles and they hope the ashtrays never will fill up. One man dropped a dime and said it fell too far away he cried all day and they asked him what is a dime what’s a dime for we want to knoe that that was what was that thing that archaic piece of money thing you dropped it in our ashtrays? He laughed and hopped about upon his crutch he looked a little crazxy in his beard and robe. Insult becomes the injury when the firebell rang they said the public can ignore it no don’t get up you do not have to leave we do not care that this place is burning down you have no cards no numbers on your crown you have no real place to be no eye dee and so you cannot obey the rules is not for them the public not in tune the music that we play is not for you. We eat real food prepared by women in the kitchens they make the solyant7 into objects we can eat. We have the money in the form of credits it’s just numbers on the card when we need some more we kill someone and we absorb the credits on there card. Prepare the avenue of mye escape the guillotine is next the people will rebel at first they hate the loss of freedom coming to the country of the birth of fortunes son the Washington one He put a cloth underneath the Three-Corner Hat and ran beneath the cherry trees yelling in a rather loud voice Le~ Guere carpe diem À chaque jour suffit sa peine. The tree was chopped was not a cherry but a pine. There was only one man who could fit in the public door and as he did not smoke they filled in the ashtrays with all the pennies nickels dimes and quarters they could find underneath the windows of the fast food places all of them now closed the plastic money would not feed them. He looked close at the door when the fatest of the users tried to squezze the useless bulk into the narrow public door and breathed a sigh of relief when he did not make it inn where he was ruler of the 25 computors and the only one in the public lieberry. He opened his entire poetry websites one by naked one and then he smiled. Job done carpe diem just smiling now waiting on his babae lambea to roughly translate what George had said. She said “Not hardly seize the day there is more evil in this one day than hardly eye have won in telling truth” and then as she went away again she seemed a little weary of this test of love.

CharlaX56

ThankXZ

Giving thanks developed over time to be just words we use to mutter when in front of others usually to offer thankzx for food we always harbor the meanness of the brother or the others at the table just the heart is making trouble saying eye this person got that food OR the other way the people gave it to me what does GOD have in the way of that well let me tell ewe to be thankzxfull is the key for he created all of it no matter where it falls from to the people. Work can bring it from the use of hands the money in an envelope of earnings can be bread infact the many times that people gave me things upon the street they handed me a dollar bill complete with this to add here is some bread and then eye smiled and said not unless they have some on sale but meat is still affordable complete with easy open packages and the hot dogs later made me smile. People are just suspicious in there nature and they ignore the words a person says to them as making up the own mind they decide they found a criminal a burning in the inner spaces of the heart and mind. Eye was often accused of nothing the answer always forthcoming we don’t need to have a charge for YOU you are pretending to be a human being. They said we will THINK of something before yew see the judge. There was an old man in the detox center almost 95 years old they let him have them extra blankets and we all stopped our worry for ourselves and listened to his story. He said what does it matter now to me eye am 93 and drinking’s what eye dew the only pleasure left that is afforded me to do. The people in the office there were so into the PROGRAM that eye heard that lifer tell that old old man “DO not come back to this place oldtimer we do not want to see the likes of you again.” It makes a young man sober up to understand that Programs aren’t enough the people need some JESUS in there hearts and minds so full of bunk. Eye was called into that office and this is what they said to me. Even though this place is funded and the many things you have are free for us to give you we do not want you to come back in this place again. You cannot use this place for shelter or just to spend the night it is a detox and no matter what eye said about staying sober and coming in to quit my drinking eye was homeless and too much in need of a bed for them to help me live. Eye say to ewe today that it was very hard to be thankzx full at that place. There is a tendency for men who quit there bad deeds to then become policeman to foster his or her beliefs upon the millions of the drunks and all the criminals they meet. Eye still harbor fantasies of fighting off the bad men that have beat me up but the truth is they would just likely do it all again and make it worst. Best thing in the salve of time is to let the JESUS have his vengeance HE is better at that sort of stuff then eye. He will teach them to leave alone someone who says the name of GOD. Today eye left the hidden Alien spacecraft and attached the COBALT bomb invisibly to the Administration building quite near the lieberry it makes me nerves to sit ici quietly awaiting the blast that will fix they little red wagon at last just kidding lambea or or we? Stay tuned to charlax and do always give thankzx.

CharlaX55

CrackChant

A Gregorian Liturgy can seem boring and long and a mantra can seem idiotic to some and the Indian chants noises just from his heart it seldom means anything from the start. Eye can make noises and bubbles and flirts and wonderful musick even when eye hurt. The dark side of a heart in love is still love. Ohms are electrical particles add them in a row to noise they become the mantra. Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohm add a nonexistent H and say it like home but real long and that’s what it sounds like to GOD.

Almighty and everlasting God,
you are always more ready to hear than we to pray
and to give more than either we desire or deserve:
pour down upon us the abundance of your mercy,
forgiving us those things of which our conscience is afraid
and giving us those good things
which we are not worthy to ask
but through the merits and mediation
of Jesus Christ your Son our Lord,
who is alive and reigns with you,
in the unity of the Holy Spirit,
one God, now and forever. Amen.

Hit the cocaine pipe again make it hot let it win Hit the crack pipe suck it in let the devil win lungs so young so meant to live falling out of mouth and then the boy can never finally become the man his life is spent just doing the devils seeds just doing the serpents biding. Add some whiskey to the mess and the lack of food they get when all the money has been spent on booze and cigarette and crack. Look the creature in the eye see the vacancy in mind the long forgotten reason to get high is gone zombie he become dance a rap rap to the pipe tell it not to go out so fast eye got to go and get another five steal the money from the family steal the money on the street steal the money fill the pipe with crack again to eat eye cry and chant eye crack and chant eye rap and chant the morals gone eye sell my soul one piece at a time until the whole things gone and eye am rich and worldly in a three hundred dollar suit with a golden dragon crack pipe baby pimping like a soldier near the black market war zone. Only one in a while will make it off the street and out of the ghetto to the heat of the frying pan complete with tenement and dusting bowl on head of pipe with screens and clean loving lipps so hot when sucking crack cocaine. Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohm

CharlaX54

WINGS

Eye stood upon the parapet of the castle and looked down at the white robe and sandals then my eye swept up to behold my golden wings they were not mine but seemed to belong to an Demon of some kind for he had carried me away in mye dream to this fantasy place and all the world was there before me in a moment of time just step out there cried the Devil of time “hissing in his headophones he told me eye was LORD of all creation just “iff eye would deny my JESUS and pledge my allegiance to his flag of Nations.” Then the wings would then be mine he hissed and spake “thus said Zarathustra YOU WILL FLY and rule the nations as mye eye.” And eye jumped fell headlong as eye was pushed away from parapet to galling fall eye landed and was crushed to paper pieces and reborn a minion and a footman and a pauper to the King of all created wings. “What would eye do with them” eye cried as eye walked limped stretched my feet in the general direction. Eye have no use of wings in infantry. Give to me mye hard rubber souls upon the bottoms of mye boots and let me walk to glory as the Father of the Abraham was leaden in the desert with only cups of gold and silver ladles to uproot the taproots of the cactus. People who command in Power doling out the bread and water to the prisoners in dungeons and in jails may soon find themselves in Heaven just a prisoner of GOD. Eye would not fashion out a carving spot of Golden wings and Cups and plates upon a table set for living things. Forever is a very long time. Perhaps the GOD of justice lays a loaf of bread upon the prisoners table and the cup is full forever of no wine just water time after time and they have to fight each other for a bite and for a sup. While the prisoners of JESUS who were in the earthly realm have Golden wings and many things upon the table in the plate and on the shelf there in the cup the wine is standing like a new made fruit. Would ewe complain in Heaven having only bread and water for forever or just love to be there it’s an endless story of romance eye would like to think that bread and water with the life within would be enought to keep us inn the shaded place of love. The complainer went to Jesus and he said “this forever thing is not working out there is only Bread and Water on my table and eye want better for my louts.” There was quiet there in heaven and then Jesus gave a SHOUT and he stood up and unfurled his WINGS of GOLD and looked quite put out as he said this to the former jailor now a prisoner of Jesus in his Heaven “While you were in charge of people on the earth you were not unkind but nothing worth the bother of forever with the perks. You get now just what you gave the prisoners then while they lived they had no feast no meat no fancy wine or ale. Be happy now in Heaven with the bread and water never failing and consider that the lot of you the louts and all the rulers did not qualify for HELL. And then he furled his Golden Wings again and sat back down. And the CharlaXAngel unfurled his wings and flew near unto the table and when he left there was a fish filling all the placer plates and all the meat was filling up the cups and saucers and just falling of the edges of the tables for the people who once ruled the nations of the earth. And then eye flew in air of heaven and the wings made a mournful cry and everyone could see mye wings were made of fitted things the feathers of the dove eye loved to find and when eye neared the Throne of Heaven dared eye look to see the face of GOD and that is when the JESUS smiled.

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Time to pray. Eye carry my coat and one bible book the market they watch me like a hawk they think eye am stealing as eye walk the truth is we have little money for our work they pay poorly here or not at all eye have never stolen a slice of bread at all or given reason to them to suspect me of anything but truth the arm is still swollen where the ogre of a blacksmith hit me my side hurts like a fire my left arm hanging almost useless as eye drape my jacket down and let it drag a little in the dirt no one seems to care that we are Christians hurt. Mark the disciple of Christ is there somewhere behind me he seems to have little stomach left for this Spartan life he wants to leave us and stay in a real city with a woman for a wife eye think he may depart me soon. The bread was moldy the wine sec the wagon keeper barely noticed me the arm set to heal as the side throbbed in appeal to JESUS as eye walked beside the wagon wheel looking for a wine bottle that was sealed most of them were not. Eye have so many infirmities now the wine seldom makes me feel anything like better the lead the Romans use to line the bottles with leaches into the bottle and could kill a normal and yet we drink not sparingly but all there is in hopes of getting high again on GOD. The bread was horrendous there we only took a half loaf each the mold we peeled at on the end of each to try to make a meal in hopes of one more day of life. The bugs come out at night so thick like Roman legions buffeting the skin the naked and the dead regret the Roman bug bites. O God, who by the preaching of thine apostle Paul hast caused The light of the Gospel to shine throughout the world: Grant, we beseech thee, that we, having his wonderful conversion in remembrance, may show forth our thankfulness unto thee for the same by following the holy doctrine which he taught; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who liveth and reigneth with thee, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. This was the night that having finished writing this eye lay my hands upon the brow of Luke and let him feel the power of the healing of the Spirit. He is anointed now to preach the Gospel and he writes down some of what we do upon the trail. Eye took another pull from the wine bottle and handed it back to MARK he looked at me and smiled and pulled a goodly amount then passed it on to Luke we at least were brothers for tonight all drinking from the cup at least the same old bottle up. The Jews at the temple were very mean to LUKE today they tried to stone us with some bricks set near the wall. "I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me. I do not set aside the grace of God; for if righteousness comes through the law, then Christ died in vain." From my mother’s womb before eye was born a Jew of Tarsus eye was meant to be the Preacher that eye now am become what is Rome to me but an avenue of escape they will kill us all that live Holy and preach the namme of Jesus. The Cross is what is saving us. The bread and wine just symbols of his death not sustenance and yet the fish is great the every time we eat there seems to be so many more of them than the time before it is a miracle we always have some baskets left to hand out to the crowd of people there who listen to our words they eat the portions of the broken meat and bread and find the Lord.

52CharlaX

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As eye was thinking of a theme today eye decided there was many people just like eye who have so many thoughts of random nonsense that it needs to be addressed by eye before it leads again to madness wait ewe that’s not quite just what eye meant. A man was in the lieberry and eye noticed he looked like someone eye remembered from the Flagstaff Lieberry the Cline lieberry and eye finally stopped him in the hallway outside to ask him and he said he WORKED in the Hayden lieberry and never worked at Flagstaff and eye kept trying to remember him but he was sure and so eye went away just wondering why eye accessed such a bogus memory. The man does look like someone that was there and eye must have seen him to begin with when eye accessed this place the first time and his profile stuck in mind and brain. A obvious case of mistaken identity and now that he explained it to me so calm he seemed so all in charge just wondering why eye was so distressed at just remembering the thing he blessed me like a pope waving at a motorcade in hope that eye would not remember him again and then as eye thought so hard of the memory it went away now sure that eye have never seen the man at all and yet of course not. He was never there at Flagstaff at least not the way eye remember him as a daily basis paid worker it must have been someone else that looked like him. So just for the sake of argument and unbelief ask yourself this one question “Would a living loving eternal GOD make a JESUS and then lie to you about it when you get there would HE go AHHA its wrong eye the GOD did lie and there is no Heaven there is no Jesus and you just die??? And then smack you back to the grave with a rubber mallet??? Like get back in there where you belong??? The best answer is another person like the eye the mee. Perhaps the word Eternal does not bring an understanding of the idea of GOD so eye will make this demonstration. God can access a place that you can never visit and He can stand there all alone he could blow the world to smithereens and make another one. He could forget that He sent his only Son and cause it never to be done and he could leave everyone alone. The Cross??? What cross would people even say it in a hushed cold monotone with a monocular eyeglass peering inside the computer screen like a Nazi finding someone in there all alone hiding from the Jew killers the haters and the executioners. Running into the lake to hide and drowning never to be resuscitated a way of escape surely not intended as survival. A drastic measure of the last resort of all. Eye still need my violet to snuggle up against the real McCoy in evidence of need and when we touch our hands and hearts in love the covers will be cold on one side and hot on the other and when we switch places we will be satiated with the desires we both needed. Eye still have a hard time alone when eye am getting warm and at the wrong time not needing such comfort in the daytime and cannot keep the wind for later when it would benefit the eye. Egad what does this mean. Just a little something off the wall.

CharlaX51one

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Depth perception is never a certain activity but even serious anglers and other fishermen lose sight of bait on long lines of endless boredom ending in the hook of grace. Everyone has places to be there is no GOD of the lieberry. The students come and go some rather more quickly than others as they race the clock to make it back to class with papers done encased in plastic presentation folders and with circles and stars and arrows of green subliminal messages made to statements of time each little soldier walking into space as another human particle element defillabrated and calculated at the age of eighteen seventeen or even sixteen with the added signature of proxy given by the parents to instate the child apart from his Religion into the green of Army life they meet the fate of soldiers over time. Eye saw a row of red shirted students it must have been a trick ewe say of the light eye saw them with the green of ARMY and the rifles in the air the bayonets was there the sun was glinting on the edges of the guns they call them weapons in the real one and they take them young and train them in the art of war and iff they have no LORD within them then they fall and become the fruits of victory the wall of Clements stacked in hasty wasted place. Corded wood so high they reach the sky they make a ladder to the clouds. Each one of them a person and quite able just to live if left alone to have religion. A jailor slips into his Christ and into cell and takes the place of thus his prisoner they lead him to the gallows there to hang and die in place of person he released and this to some is justice. The prisoner once released from purgatory goes on to rule a category nation and then the world. The King of desert spaces is the pawn the Bishop and the faithful and the true. As eye pen this word eye pause to here the accolades the applauses and the laughter of the ladies come as they befriend me finally they waltz me to the tune of fond remembering as eye leapt into the fray of every battle hymn republican peace time Army. They talk about decisions on the battlefield as if a man would shoot a child intent on killing him. Perhaps the test is to overcome the pride and arrogance of uniform to wear some jeans and walk civilian more than once. To gain perception of the walk. To die the death of JESUS at the hands of boys. TO pardon them and then to walk some more while broken up this is perception of the cross of GOD. Eye cried tears of solid water as eye saw the poor boys scatter in the field of battle as they died one by naked one picked off by Clements tine. A man provoked to anger in the water world he was the first American to be buried thus at sea. He fights for eye he is the submariner. Gills for lungs to filter water and the flying wings upon his ankles he will rise up in the waves and find the meaning to my lifelong poverty and perceptivity.