Wednesday, January 28, 2009

GOODNEWS


GOODNEWS


Are
we happy when good news comes after a delay of days sometimes goes on
too long or are we sort of jaded when elated hits the fan and then we
hear that all is well we sort of hang the head and think that mabe it
was too long in coming great the news may be but why the wait? It’s
like eating when one has this cold a chore that has to be
accomplished done so quickly over taste was not a factor. Like
bathing in a tub with clothes on. Like eating sustenance the basics
with no deserts afterwords. Let them eat cake and bake on the sandy
shoreling no snoring on the couch legs in womb positions slouch. No
cost is spared in experimental dressings perfume flaunted at no
charge. Wide open spaces calling no one to come out. While the
foundations of her lover are now taken away by force from him forever
as they besmirch the only thing he had left his good name is gone
fropped away with cuttings from academies of Belarus Institutions
where they train the Teamsters to treat paying customers like dust.
My feet aer sorer then they ever have been even when eye marched the
Masonic Dixon line to Winter Haven. My head keeps filling up with a
clear liquid measure seemingly with no end of snot. Grime despair
grips me in group graspings grimly. My pretty green scarf is now a
catchers rag for snot the thing must weigh a ton and eye keep
forgetting not to wear it and so it goes on neck until eye hasty
pulling off. Remembering just where it is suddenly like a light bulb
going on. Pull the switch turn the light switch on the light comes on
pull the switch anon the second time around the light switch down the
light goes off the off and on is up and down the last place eye want
to put that rag is pocket. My jeans look nice but there is stains not
showing. Near the places that people frown. The day is nice where
lamb is at and daughters home. This is only thing that makes me
smile. GoodNews. Now there they said at once don’t you feel so
bad all that worry that you did it was for nothing you should feel
even worse now that you knoe that she is safe and sound and no harm
done. Feel bad because you worried some. The habit of a lifetime.



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