Monday, December 22, 2008

Deliverance


Deliverance


My
back has muscles and they are hurting my teeth are made of bones and
they are broken now my head is made of nerves connective tissues and
they seem strained beyond belief but no one can stand the cold. Eye
felt your winter even in my southern clime the shill of frost the
slim of limn that makes a man shiver under too many covers and coats
outside. Eye have a blue sleeping bag eye believe it was stolen from
another man and eye took it back but cannot part with it again. It
was left inside a hollow log and covered with some outdoor grass and
eye have them both the outdoor grass and the sleeping bag the blue
one. Eye still ache but at least eye will survive. Iff no one finds
my stash or rips off Christmas from the eye. Unless they need it more
than eye eye will survive. A few dollars saved has become the dollars
earned and eye ate a little better on this day then is my usual
embrace how good a burger is when cooked and eaten fast. A wonderful
Deliverance today. Some coffee and a found coke. Eye managed to live
on this one day of deliverance instead of worry for the morrow. How
ripped off we have been by the television. Eye was so blasé
just watching the video just now on yahoo a wreck of major
proportions reduced to a few moments of eye candy on the tele. When
it is in your face upon the street it is much differant. The lights
kaleidoscope down upon the top of the ambulance and the sounds of
screaming metal as the truck was careening out of control it sounded
like they laid it down on one side and still tried to drive but all
it did was slide. A boy slides near on a street silently in charge he
refuses to look at the wreck but ignores the chaos intent on getting
out of the cold. He glanced at me but refused to acknowledge my
existence such a freak have eye become. Eye wept and prayed for these
people eye have never seen eye yelled out loud WE NEED JESUS but
perhaps there was no one there to here mee. Eye would like to think
that others prayed that day that someone heard me and added they
prayers to mine and that is why the ambulance was speeding away there
was still time to save lives perhaps the driver was not drunk and it
was only a mechanical failure not even his fault. It is all in the
police reported. Eye do not need a follow up for that would only
indeed be a vanity. Eye have my faith and the people have the life.
This was a Sunday on a Christmas a long cold night of deliverance.



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