Wednesday, October 15, 2008

42bohemianlight42


42bohemianlight42


Needed
rest in the offline landing found a way to attack self just follow
scripture not needed lust is forsaken in the night no more scads of
drinks no more partee plenty just rest and happiness. Eye slipped
over the wall not worry about the noise now hidden from the street
eyes. The light from the street filtered threw the building and time
seemed to stop. The bohemianlight was nice. There was no one play in
alleyway no one near my lair iff it had rained eye was dry I’m
sure no way of knoeing until it happens then. Eye only unbelted my
leather belt and gird was left undone so that eye rested some. Eye
was not nerves but in a place with no ready exit it’s not easy
to relax under a bohemianlight. Eye do never sleep most of the time
is spent like SPOCK just inventory inside checking functions looking
for problems my heart was once human once full of life. When it was
important for me to be someone of course eye was not. The left leg is
still stiff where eye put pressure on it not extending fully but the
nerve is pressing on the bone and causes pins and needles. My foot is
fine the stub of toe incased in steel of boot. In mye mind eye she is
there holding on to me holding on to love she kisses hands. Eye heard
nothing in the night no mice no birds no murdurs passing near the
traffic noise was thankfull arrears in front of building and behind
me no echo in the bohemianlight. My tooth has stabilized my head the
pain from the first beating not so notable the tooth has balance the
hurt to make it seem like head is normal. The function of the thing
has not been loss a tooth though brake in half will work as good as
one that’s not. The night was long and nothing arduous in the
bohemianlight there was no colors no black and white nothing but the
shadow gray not reflected but collected like dewfall from the light.
NO added pain or sorrow just one more day of life and ending to a
long and sinful life.



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