Thursday, October 23, 2008

52misdirected52

52misdirected52

52misdirected52

52misdirected52

Mortality the old man gets a certain feeling due to age of remorse and regret and just plain eye missed some of it and he has his lifelong love found and now he wants to keep it (her) and keep it now. And so he freaks and tries control and even anger at himself cannot ever hide the love he feels inside but wait the anger at the world and hate even now threatens to engulf the eye eye tremble and eye sorrow at this 1984 that’s come to haunt us almost every day bidding to the devil haunt a soul He is sifting some of us like wheat to fall to earth the tare to ride the wind away so grain will fall to earth decay and then rebirth someday. Mye heart is mans in that it lives as worm my mind is mans in that it pursues its lust and fun my body is the lords for no girl has wanted me before even when eye wanted it so desperately and tired of trying this eye could be an android incapable of love the street has toughened heart but when eye saw the look inside her heart she melted me eye died. Just because of differances of age society hides the shades so shut upon the light of love November romance in the bud nipped for she is November born and bred somewhere lived in a real house with clean sheets always nice and food three times a day. Even though my Lady would not stay my hands from loving her eye fear lest eye become a devil in my primary years of life. To dally with a kiss oh what bliss eye would savor taste of love and yet must eye pass into my grave without just dust eye am and dust eye will become is something trying me is there a chance can she want romance with such a bland old android man. If she is reading this at such a time as able to dream of love like mine then let her read these words a finer time eye cannot dream then thine see how the poet dances round his words to keep the thing in some perspective not wanting it to be x rated or ruin chances there is more to love than sex romances kissing is something eye enjoyed when younger not stolen ones but taken in the course of conversation the best ones were returned the feeling in the man was one of satisfied elation quite different than jaded sex and consternation of performance not a porn star or a lewd old dirty man but naked thrall just kissing places that eye saw twould like to visit them just one by one not there forever but the time it takes us to get there to the place of love will you allow me comfort of a kiss returned and let me try again and one more after that. To touch to feel to linger there and learn the lessons of a young woman’s heart. Eye am too shy to bolden go and ask. Been misdirected.

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